My ex is leading me on what should I do
OK we were together for 2 years he was everything to me I had a few things happen in my life that were extremely hard to deal with I broke things off 6 months ago didn't want to put him though it of course he didn't understand we have been talking off and on the past few months come to find out he has a new girlfriend blames me cause I broke things off I get that but he hasn't broke it off she doesn't know we talk or see each other and now things just seem weird he is very distant I am just hurt he makes me feel bad for what I did to him however I don't think I deserve this if we both want to move on why can't he end this relationship? I just feel stupid he thinks I want him back cause he is with someone but I didn't even know till a few weeks ago. I don't know why the guilt is making me feel like I deserve this to wait till he is ready! It's not like me! The fact he can't end things and is hurting me makes me hate who he is now! I need help! Why am I doing this to myself