Just received this email from her "I want to ease your mind as I have been trying to for a while but it keeps coming back up... I am not seeing/talking/pursuing anyone right now. I am not making that priority right now so please stop saying things like that. I do want to see other people but in not in a freaking rush. I don't have a deadline to meet. As I've matured and grown I realized that I shouldn't be pursuing the man anyway. I want him too pursue me. I have expressed that no one has but you and I am kind of curious to see what kind of companion (could be just a friend) I attract. But like I said, I'm not rushing that so get it out of your head. . I don't remember saying that we are over forever. I need breathing room and time to develop.  

I want you happy as well which is why I can't just forget our relationship happened but you and I have to be realistic. Sometimes you hit a fork in the road and a decision has to be made. . Even just temporarily." maybe I'm just in denial or something!