What is it like to be completely straight guy?
You know as a bisexual/ some what gay guy, I’ve always wondered what it like is to be completely straight. I would really like to get into the skin of a straight man and know for once how it feels, because I end up feeling weird at times when I’m surrounded by folks.
I mean while growing up as a kid I had this intense struggle with myself, I wasn’t typical conventional kid like most young normal boys are, was very weak in sports often ridiculed, teased even poked at by others, including my physical training instructor.
I especially found it difficult to get through my father (though he’s sweet person), I’m sure my dad must have had some different expectation from me as an individual, probably he thought of me a s a typical straight boy, which I really wasn’t, and I never really could not live up to those. All guys in my clan would run around girls and I would run after other guys elder to me.
Even in high school/college there was this real intense struggle, coping with other guys, peer pressure stuff like that, you know, it was sometimes difficult being in complete conventional male company, so much so that I would find it difficult to speak, although I eventually learned to handle situation
But still if only for 1 day, I could be a typical straight normal heterosexual guy, I would really want to know what it is like?
