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All I can think about is the guy that I want to be with. Since I met him I really didn't like him at first, then upon getting to know him, I really like him, he is all I think about, but it will never be. I just can't find anything that makes me happy. I am trying to just move on but I just keep getting stuck. I am screwed. I don't know what to do.

My friend you have 2 choices here happiness and sadness choose what you want both roads are not smooth but the destinations are different so choose wisely, think about the people in those destinations which kind do you want to be with

Why can it never be?