Well it's a long story. I made a stupid mistake. Well there was a new kid in my class. And he was really cute. Before that this girl gaved me a letter saying she liked me. I have no idea why I don't like girls. So I read the letter. I was freaked out. So I told my friend that I was going to the letter to the new kid just like a little prank. And I told h that a freshmen gaved it to me to give it to him. Then one of his friends told him that I liked him. So I told him the truth. Now I feel so stupid I hate myself. I'm a junior now. Last time we talked was when I was a sophomore and he was a junior. It was a good conversation. I mean it looked like he had no interest in me. Anyway this year I saw him and I now have feelings for him. I want him to like h but what I did to him I have no chances I just feel like dying now. I hate myself. I don't know what to do. I Have feelings but I don't know what to do? What should I do?! :(

Call me stupid but I read this a few times and don't see where you specify your gender. My guess is that you're a girl?

I'm wondering what anyone would gain from giving someone a false "like" letter. You should feel bad for doing that. Have you ever given him an apology for what you did? Maybe that's a good start.