Recently I have had everything taken away from me my son, my wife, my house, I'm now living in a 5th wheel in my parents back yard... any way I've hit bottom after 5 years of being clean I took 6 .5 kpins and snorter maybe 7 100mg bupropion hcl. Not I did not lose everything because of this but I feel the habit coming back... did I do too much plus I drank 5 beers( feels like a 30 pack)

Of course you took 'too many' and with 5 beers you are going to feel awful, but unless you are unhealthy you probably don't need your stomach pumped. (I suspect by now you are either in an ER or vomiting or asleep and not reading this right now... )

What habit is coming back, exactly? Drinking, illegal drugs, legal drugs? Talk to us. Get some help. Check out some rehabs. Join AA or any support group out there. What have you been doing these 5 clean years?

The pills were my weapon of choice... barbs, and painkillers