Im 17 and I used to live with my dad because my mom didn't want me or my sister and walked out on us. My dad physically, emotionally and mentally abused me. I did what I was told but if I didn't do perfect or his way he whipped me with his belt or slammed me against walls by my throat. On fathers day of 2011 he and his girlfriend beat me up, broke my nose, burnt me with cigarretes and threw me on the road. I called 911 and an officer came and got me and my dad was acting like he was my best friend. He is a heavy majiuana user and been doing it since he was 16. I left for Wyoming and stayed with my mom while my sister got emancipated. It was good at first but when we moved back to Montana it all went down hill. I was getting bullied in school and the school wouldn't help me. I couldn't do my own homework because I couldn't get help and mom wouldn't help. We get in fights everyday and I'm about ready to live in my car again. She is psychotic and has attempted suicide a lot. She steals from me. I lock my money in my car and sleep with the keys. She looks me in the eyes and says I wish I never would have had u, I wish I would have gotten an abortion. And she also says I wish I woukd have swollowed you when you were a sperm. It really hurts my feelings and she's always threatening to kick me out because she don't want to have responsibility for me and she threatens to sell MY horses, she says she's guna send me awayto the state and put me in a girls home): I'm tired of it and I want it to stop. Ive tried sticking up for myself but she only get meaner, so I learned to just ignore her, or try anyway. Idk what I have done to be treated like this. I was there slave pretty much. I had chores and I was OK with that but I was more like a maid. Im tired of hurting and I want her to stop. She's a heavy user like my dad to. And she made me a bunch of appointments today for psyciatric help... she lies and says she can't deal with me and I'm unruly. Everything she says is lies, and I hate how everyone believes her and I'm the bad guy. :/ she has mental problems and she needs help and I just want to move in with my boyfriend but he's combining. And I can't stay with his parents and him because there scared if I get hurt my mom will sue them for money. She whipped herself in the face with a chain at 1 of her old jobs and sued and got thousands.. she did that like 5 or 6 times and then she hacked my dads bank account and stole $10,000 and she never gets caught! I need help and I don't know what to do she left just a while ago and she said she was getting papers to drop me out of school! ): I don't want that I'm a senior this year! And she also said she was guna emancipate me.. she can't do that right? From what I've heard and read its to help the child right? She scares me! She puled a gun on me and dad once then put it to her head pulled the trigger but it was my old .22 and it jammed. And everyone thinks I'm the crazy one ): what do I do PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP!
