Getting over my Fiance's past sex life HELP!
Here's my dilemma, I've read several similar to mine on here and thought I would share mine and see if I could get some help. I met my now fiancé whenever she was 16 almost 17 and I was 20, at first friends we became boyfriend/girlfriend, she told me about her sexual past in the beginning before we ever started dating but at the time it didn't bother me being that I never knew that I would fall in love with this person well we have been together now for 3 years and have been engaged for a month, about a month or so prior to me proposing her sexual past started racking my brain, in the beginning it would come and go but now I think about it everyday. I thought maybe it was just me being nervous about the engagement but since then these feelings still remain. Im no saint by any means and have actually been with 3 times more partners than she, her number is 5 and trust me I know this is very hypocritical. I would expect 5 partners from maybe an 18 year old but I think 5 at 16 is a little high. She told me that she lost her virginity when she was 14 almost 15 and had 3 boyfriends that never lasted over 2-3 months and in between those boyfriends she had 2 'hook ups". I love this girl very much and I know that she would never cheat or do anything to betray me. She told me I'm her first love and that she regrets the hook ups and she wished she could take them back.. The boyfriends I'm actually OK with because I know girls are going to have boyfriends in high school. Help guys these feelings rip at me everyday and I want to move on from this and focus on our future together