Dwelling on past results?
Today I had just got my A level results, in which I got two Cs and an E. The two Cs were in Sociology and ICT while the E was in English Language. Although I only needed a C to get into the uni I wanted and to do the course I wanted, and I'm very happy that I got a confirmed place there, at the same time I feel a little unhappy. I wish I could have been more intelligent from birth to the present time. At GCSE, I got a C in English, a C in Science, a C in ICT and a B in Health and Social Care while I did rubbish in other subjects and although I'm hardworking and have put in more effort along the way, I still feel as if I'm rather dumb. I've never got As or anything on my exam results, although in Sociology, I would get As on my assignments. I'm not particularly talented at anything in the academic field, just average and I get jealous of people who achieve Bs, As and A*s which I know I shouldn't but I can't help it. I know I should appreciate the person who I am, but I'm finding it really difficult.