First of all I would like to thank the creators/members of this site for providing a space free of judgement. Anonamous advice is honest and priceless.
So I am naturally an outgoing person. I love spending time with friends however I also value me free time. I have always had a very strong sense of what I feel is right and wrong. I have also always felt deeply connected to the "spiritual realm." however, I am in a situation that is very difficult for me to judge just or not. When I have been in gray areas before, I could always count on spiritual guidance or a gentle spiritual nudge in the right direction. In my current dilemma I feel nothing. Like my channels have been severed or there is a kink in the hose (so to speak). I don't feel like home meditation is working. It's like I can't escape my own head to connect. Help?