Everything wrong with me that happens big or small I think I'm going to die from and I get so worried. Why is this? I'm alays afriad the docters are going to tell me the worst. It eats at my until I'm crying becayse I'm so worried.
Why am I like this?

You have anxiety, it's very common. I had it for awhile after my father passed away. Every time the phone would ring I'd have a little attack that whoever it was on the other end was going to tell me someone else I was close to died. I'd get so worked up from expecting the worst I shut everyone and everything out. I just couldn't deal with anything. Im over it now, I got over it ion my own. Some people have it much more severe, actually my dad had it too. Talk to someone get a pschycologist. You're not crazy, you can get better, and there are medications for anxiety too. And talking to someone doesn't make you any less of a person. In fact I highly recommend it. Good luck!

Thanks! Take a look at my there question if you can (:

You are in serious need of mental health counseling, you are not seeing things within their proper context of life