Here's the deal, my mothers boyfriend went to jail a few days ago, for a reason still unknown at this time.

And since he is in jail that leaves me and her other son, from her boyfriend.

Anyway she is trying to put all the fawkn responsibility on me, I just got fired a month or a half ago from my job and have been on meth for a week, and finally got some freaking sleep today, and I feel normal, to only wake up and hear her piece of crap mouth, complaining well you don't do anything for me, I'm like do you expect me to fawkn do, I sware to god, she is stupid as hack, I'm her son, not her boyfriend, weird I know, but how the hack can this be my resposibility, I mean damn when her man was out he didn't do half the she is telling me to do, I have felt suicide, I felt hate, I felt anger, but I'm willing to talk about it, with you guys other then HER!! She says wel your going to be kicked out by the end of march, as if.. I care.. cause I don't, anyway, I'm taking all my shiz, like my PC and stuff, I told her, no matter what, she wasn't takn my PC, I would break it, I upgraded this ting myself, anyway I'm not going to play daddy to a kid I hate, and a kid who isn't mine.

So tell me I'm selfish, hateful, stubborn, but give me feedback. Sorry for the language:mad:

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Originally Posted by victor_valentine

so tell me im selfish, hateful, stubborn, but give me feedback. sorry for the language:mad:

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All I can say after reading your post is, WOW Victor!

Since I don't know your family history, it is hard to be fully objective here. From what you have written, yeah, I would have to say that you are being extremely hateful and selfish. But again, I don't know what you have been through. I hope it is okay to ask you questions that you don't mind answering. This will help in figuring out what exactly is going on that is making you so angry and hateful.

You say you were working. How old are you?
How long has your Mother's boyfriend been living with you?
How old is your half-brother?
Does your Mother work?
Is this the first time you have used Meth? Have you used any other drugs?


The answers to these questions are important. One thing I will say is that meth and a number of other drugs, create a chemical imbalance in your brain and body. People who use them are prone to anger more easily along with not being able to make the correct decisions for themselves that might be in their best interests. These drugs interfere with the brains relay stations and affects our judgement.

Let me know the answers to those questions and I will try to help you, only if you want my help. I am not going to push you if you don't want to talk about it.:cool: