Don't know how or if I should.
I don't know my Dad and half me wants to know who he is and the other half doesn't. This feeling comes and goes. I've tried searching for him but I can't find anything and yet can't afford and don't believe I should pay for someone to track him down when he hasn't bothered. It's a really hard story to tell but he did know about me and he did want custody of me, eventually he was stopped from seeing me. But still he has had plenty of years to find me. Although this feeling of just knowing whether he is still alive or not may help. Can anybody help?