As a teen, I feel like I am liked not loved and I feel like no matter what, I am always in an extra in the group. Somewhere, I know that's not true but I just can't believe it. I feel miserable; how can I open my eyes?

I've always felt unloved, and hated, always being made fun of and what not over stupid stuff, I'm now 22 and I stay lonely and miserable but if I could help you I would, I try to help people feel better about themselves, but in the process of helping them I start to feel worse about my life