Ok I'm only 20 and I have a 4 year old child I live with my boyfriend. I been with for almost 7 years now but lately I been feeling sad,lonely,and even hurt I really don't know why. My boyfriend and I been arguing lately I have even told myself I had enough but when I'm taking a step front I get this feeling like getting held back I don't know if it's cause.I probably miss my family or. Don't know it giving me a headach and driving me nuts

I've been through the same thing for me it was we went through so much and I didn't want to let go of everything and for my child I have always wanted her to grow up with both parents I talked to him and we made things work and we have ben happy since then. Just sit down and have a talk with him and try to work it out worst comes to worst he feels the same way . Try to go to a counsiling and work it out. Just start by talking to him and go from there! Good luck! Hope it works!

Ok thanks alots for your advise I have tried talking to him already but it felt to me like if he was just messin around thinking I was playing or just a joke and I also got in a fight with his mom the last two months and we don't talk at all I feel uncomfortable

Seems like you need to do some searching for answers inside of you. What is it that you want? It doesn't seem like you are very clear which direction you want to go, which created a lot of confusion. You have a kid, and then there is your relationship, if you don't like where your relationship is, then leave it and take your kid with you, maybe go to see some family members. Take a step back and analyze your life right now, is that how you want things to be, if not what is it that needs to change?