Well there's this boy and we've know each other are whole lifes , since we were little . And I've started to grow feelings for him and then they finally grew so strong I started to love him my first love at that . And me and him are super close been that way for ever , but see we kind of like family beacause I grew up with them and they grew up with me . Anyway me and him would cuddle , but then we kissed which I really liked but it left me confused beacause we were doung things but my best friend was his girlfriend , but t the time he didn't know I loved him in that way ? So one day I finally told him and he felt the same way and told me I would see but all I saw as him touching on my best friend but he would stare at me and do it . But nobody knew about us me and him. And he didn't breack up with her and he was trying to have sex with me but then his girkfriend was teliing me they were plaing to wich reallyy hurt me ! But he said I was different ,well if I was different why you doing me like thoose other girls . And now I think he just forgets about me now ?

Hmmm, I don't like this boy very much. He sounds like a player. So he would cheat on his girlfriend just to get you into bed?

But he's not that way towards me because I guess he doesn't think I'm for real about this whole thing and I told him how I felt ? Then he tells me I need a boyfriend but I want him!

Well, he's taken right now, so hands off.

He is with someone else so you need to forget about him. He does not sound very nice either.
You know, you don't get everything you want in life. Sometime you have to accept that fact and move on.