My boyfriend of 15 years broke up with me, he was cheating on me with another girl as he said to me he fooled around and fell in love. I have been trying so hard to get over him, friends, gym, even dating. Nothing is helping. I am starting to feel like the only way to make this pain go away is to take a bunch of pills. I am in so much pain. I need help and I have no clue as to where to turn.