I see myself, but from above. I'm sitting on my bed and there's a white bath tub filled with bluish-gray water. My legs/feet are inside the water. I'm wrapped in a white towel but the towel is dry. My hair is wet but the rest of my body is dry. I have my head cupped in my hands and I'm sobbing uncontrollably. I don't know why I'm crying, all I know is that I feel the pain. I'm also not the same age I am now, I'm older, like mid 20s to early 30s. My view is in black and white too. I had this dream two nights in a row. What is it trying to tell me?

Its really not uncommon to get a repetitive dream. I even had a english teacher that used to have a repetitive dream of her mother being killed she got this dream 7 times in a row. They usually indicate fears.

Your dreams are a reflection of your emotions during waking life. Your subconcious is trying to "heal" itself through your dreams. I have a book with a lot of psychology I will give you some of the symbolism as well. Bathroom or bathtubs usually represent purification or refreshment. Maybe take some time out in waking life to "refresh" yourself? The water also has indications. Blue represents sadness I'm guessing in this particular dream. Possibly you are not expressing that sadness to its full extent in waking life.

It doesn't mean anything. I don't believe in dreams meaning something. I think dreams are dreams plain and simple. And there isn't any hidden meaning for why you had the same dream two nightsin a row, it just happened - plain and simple