I am a mother of three who has always had desires to be with a female intimately. I have a loving boyfriend, but he feels that since we did not start our relationship with the premise of my being bi-sexual, and who would feel as if he were being cheated on, would not condone my having a relationship of any manner other than friendship with a woman. I understand where he's coming from completely. So.. how do I keep my cool when the urges kick in for a female body?