I'm 24 lost both parents I've been using drugs for10 years straight
I don't pay for drugs everyone says I'm beautiful but I hate myself and constantly put myself down. I have connects want me to come be their eye candy! I know I'm a addict I want help!! Everyone I know uses my little family I have left disowned me I do have my dads dad that will help pay for a rehab for me. But I have to get a week clean. I lost my job and house no ged no car no insurance no security in myself. Im deep in this I done meth every way I am 2 years clean from slamming it but I still smoke it. What I want to know is there any programs you don't have to be clean to start going? I am staying with friend and he uses. I went 2days without but I am feeling like I have to get him drugs to stay here. I have no where to go I don't want to loose hope BC this is all I have keeping it together