My name is cruz, Ive been going out with my girlfriend for about 6 moths, we knew each other in high school, we went out for about a week, but I broke up with her, after boot camp I started talking to her again, then we stared to go out again, we decided to get married, Im living in virginia and she is in Nevada, so I call her every day, its hard for us to maintain this relationship, but we love each other, Im going on deployment soon to Iraq for about 6 to 7 months, so I won't be able to visit her for about that time, I told her we should get married in June, but she wants us to get married after I get back, that was not the problem, the problem was that She told me that she is not sure if she wants to get married anymore, she tells me that she is not ready, soon after she told me that she told me that she was feeling numb, she told me that she knew that she loved me, but she wasn't feeling it, I understand her because I was feeling the same way a month ago, she asked me for time, and Im trying to give her that, its been a few days and she hasn't called, I know that she is going to call, but what is taking her so long? I don't have any days saved to visit her, so Im taking a three day weekend to do that, I already bought the plain tickets, but now Im afraid that when she sees me she'll turn me down, I know that we love each other, but I don't know what to do, some one please tell me what can I do.