Originally Posted by
cici12
Thanks for advice I was confused and had no one to talk to, the people close to me kind of abadon me for they are too buzy with other things so this was the only place I could pour my heart out. At first I thought I was being jealous but after realising that he is doing this things to hurt me I called him for a talk and I said to him don't you think what you doing is wrong? Making your cousin and I rivals? The reply he gave me was "well I thought I was doing the right thing" If you ask me his cousin was my closest friend I share some of my secret with and that same person has abandoned me to please his cousin because she has feelings for him, I was gutted sometimes the guy will kiss her and tell her sweet talks in my presence. I felt they were mocking me and the only solution was to commit sucide since the two people dear to my heart can do this awful things to me then the world would not be a better place for me either, being abandon, betrayed, heart broken no happiness etc. Your advice are really helping.