I doubt myself almost every second of my life, I find it hard to believe when people tell me nice things and this gets in between my relationships with those who are close to me. I don't know what's wrong with me.. but I don't understand this because I am also a very gaullible person. I'm also slow and delayed.in everything. I have no motivation whatsoever to do anything and.have difficulty sleeping and waking.up. M always anxious and.negative about everything. Always wanting to better than everyone else feeling the need to prove myself even though I know I'll ever be able to.