I've known my best friend for 5 years. We've recently left school and were going different collages, and its broke my heart. I can honestly say I've never liked a boy so much before. I've had really bad relationships in the past so I find it hard to except boys, but he's an acception. Anyway Recently I found out he likes me back! He says that he will always have feelings for me, which kills me. We've spoke about everything and he said that he doesn't want us going out cause he doesn't want us to reck the friendship :(. I speak to him almost every day but I feel like I'm starting to do his head in but I know he would never tell me. His such a lovely person and caring. Am in love? Help...

You could be in love, it's a possibility. He is right though you know, that it can and will ruin your friendship, especially if you both don't work out. If he doesn't want to go out with you, respect his wishes, he may be thinking rationally about the whole situation and may want to keep you as a friend.