My family doesn't love me
I'm only 10 years old, and my brother is really mean to me, and my brother and mom always team up on me, and yell at me, I love my mom, but I don't think she loves me. The only person who loves me is my daddy. Mom and my brother say I'm a cruel dirty sloppy person, whom will never get far in life. I love my brother to, but he likes starting the fight, he gets joy out of starting a fight, winning, and making my life miserable. I want to leave, but I'll miss them. My daddy can be a little mean at times but barley, he stands up for me. He is the only one that really loves me. I have a cousin who stays with us, most of the time, he's really nice to me, he's like the brother I've always wanted, but never had. I just feel like I'm a nuisance in my family, like nobody wants me there. I feel alone, my grandma loves me, and so does my great grandmother who died. I miss her so much, I wish she'd come back. Please someone help me. Does everyone dislike me in this world? Should I commit suicide? I always ask this every time I go to bed, thank you for your time, please help me=