I have been with my boyfriend for a little over 6 months now and I love him to death but I came into this relationship knowing that he likes to dabble in drugs occasionally and I told him that the further into this relationship we got the more I would need him to cut them out, because I do not like what the drugs bring to our relationship.
As far as I knew he had stopped for me and was clean until the other night I found out he slipped up and used and it resulted in a huge fight and I almost left but I don't want to leave the man I love because this is our only problem. But now I am finding out more and more that he has been lying and was using White our whole relationship... I just don't know what to do because I do care about him so much and he says that he will really stop for me and will do whatever I need (go to NA meetings or take drug tests). But I just don't know if I can trust him again. I feel stupid and like a fool for ever believing him but I don't want to leave either... any advice is welcome. Thanks