Men do not like me or ask me out?
I don't really get this... ive come to accept it but really... it makes no sense when it comes down to it... im a very beautiful pretty sweet kind nice girl... im more like a fantasy or something... im almost like the perfect girlfriend.. monogamous caring kind... supportive understanding... yet I can't meet a guy? I'm in my 30's now and its gotten ridiculous... how can someone be single for so long AND be this amazingly beautiful girl who is kind and wonderful? Its as if men look at me... and instead of doing the 'norm' wanting to ask me out or be with me... they just shun me or treat me badly or do nothing. Many men torture me for fun... ive never met a girl just get ABSUED by any man period. I've been told by some people it's jealousy, and even an ex who said to me that he was jealous of me and he terrorized me sadist style... very evil person.. but everyone seems ot want to abuse/torture me and it is ONLY this extreme. Many men get off on rejecting me mistreating me... treating me as if I'm inferior... its really bad... im highly intelligent very normal nice cool... but its like I get SHAT on by everyone... so extremely its hard to fathom how one person can get absued so badly for no reason... I suffer so much its crazy... im a virgin and can't get a boyfriend?? Where are the guys who want to be with a young skinny hot girl? Aren't there TONS of men who want that? I can't seem to get that... its so weird... its as if my status is INFERIOR to all that... thsi is how males treat me... I don't know what to do anymore... NO guy will date me.. and the ones who do are FREAKS with severe issues who really are closet gays or weirdos... no guy wants to be with me and I'm single 34 and have been single ALL my life?? I've NEVER had a relationship at all? But I've looked for one for 15 years now? Yet every ugly mean person or any person can meet someone just not me?