Yes I'm 20 years old I've been through hell my mom gave me up when I was 8grew up gettn tossed around from placement to place as I grew I began to realize everything I worked hard at never fell through or id just have a black cloud over me.. there's been times example I had one friend over and I was sleeping and he sees something.over me watching me he said it felt bad woke me up an tears started to fall and he's not the type of person to believe things like these.. I can feel when something's around me when I get happy something messes it up .so my happiness never tends to stick around in life love or career . Idk how to take it off I just wish someone would.. its been since I was 8bad things began to happen..