Will I lose him now that I've told him the truth?
I lost my virginity over rape when I was 15 and at the same year again I was a victim 4 da second time,- never told anyone about this until last month when I told my boyfrwd about it because I ddnt want him to marry me without knowing the truth.Ever since I told him he's been acting all strange on me he doesn't love me like he use too he can't even touch me or even kiss me... I tried to confront him about it he told me he's scared that this might affect our future and he wants us to have a emotionally relationship wit me I'm afraid he views me in the different way... all I needed frm him was comfort and security but now I only got back to those insecurities I had I feel rejected,useless,unworthy and I blame myself for telling him because now I feel I'm going to loose him had I didn't tell him we will still ne good... :e suggested that I must see a therapist and I told him I was fine because I ddnt want him to think I'm weak but now I'm depressed and scared that my past will affect me and that evry man won't love me bcoz of this mark I have on what should I do to understand our situation am I going to loose him and how do I keep him tooo?