Well, it started with a crush n we fell in love for each other for over two years n those were the best years of my entire life. But I became an n started blewing everything up n dealing in a ty way because I was kind of forced to get married which I couldn't because I was in love with that girl. N things kept getting worse that drove her to breakup with me. And I screwed everything AGAIN by crying n begging her to get back to me. She asked me to get out of her life. N then she's back but with limits, she wants us to be 'formal friends' n I just can't stand it. I want her back as my everything. How can I gain her love n trust back? Please help. She's the love of my life n I want nothing n no one but her