Ok, I'm am 12 to verify. Yes I know 'you're too young to know what hate is!' please save me the bother! Let me tell you I am going into 8th grade and I don't have any real friends, I'm not social at all when I canhelp it, my only people I consider 'friends' are out cast to and don't understand me. My family is normal mom an dad work both love me dearly, an older brother who is 15 and argue with all the time, lots of cousins grandparent love us all... Yet I can't bring myself to let go of this hate, I've harbored and nartured it since 5th grade when I was 9 years old. And its grown I can't bring myself to abandon it, after all we've been through! Never we went through abandonment from friends/punishment were I couldn't do any thing/even planning the deaths of every one but we'd never finnished it... All I want to know is... something wronge with me mentaly? That's it!:)

Sounds like typical teens hormones to me and you WILL grow out of this stage, although it could take several YEARS.

Ps what's a 12 year old doing online at this time of the morning!

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Sounds like typical teens hormones to me and you WILL grow out of this stage, although it could take several YEARS.

Ps what's a 12 year old doing online at this time of the morning !!

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Its summer vacation and when I'm mad I get quiet an all I want to do is smile for I have... how should I say this, gorry thoughts going on sometimes... but others I just don't care so I just let them talk about whatever they are babbling about and think about how pretty fire would look if it danced with ice! It would look so majestic... :D

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/even planning the deaths of every one but we'd never finnished it...

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What does that statement mean, and do you have any idea where this anger has come from.

Three years is a long time to feel this way.

Hi I am also 12. I know it seems you know what hate is. But honestly hate is so much more. Right now what you are describing is more of envy or dislike. There is nothing wrong with you. A lot of people feel just like you. I am one of them, have no real friends and when I did they all turned on me. Honestly you are not alone. There are probably plenty of kids in your school who feel the same way. Become friends with them because they will be the only ones who will understand.