My girlfriend accidentally sent me a text message meant for her ex?!
Ok, so I have been in many relationships before but this is different. She's beautiful and kind, and we've been together for more than 8 months, nearing a year.
So before we started dating, she told me that she had been in a previous relationship. She had dated a guy who left to go overseas to study. So I knew that and I was fine with it because I myself have a crazy dating history.
Now forward eight months later, my girlfriend accidentally sends me a text message that was meant for her ex, saying she misses him! I got so angry and punched my office wall so hard, embarrasingly got me to get a hand cast and three stiches on my palm. I met up with her right after. She cried and said she made a big mistake but I just couldn't deal with her dishonesty.
Even thought she didn't exactly "cheat", I feel as though she didn't love me 100% because of her recent text message to her ex. So I broke up with her and my friend told me how she kept leaving depressing messages on her blog. She never blogged even when that ex left her. She wrote a few posts this month and all of them were of how she is suffering. Of course I love her too, it's rare that I have a relationship like this, but I feel like maybe this relationship wasn't meant to be, because I honestly DO NOT trust her anymore. My head hurts just talking about her wanting me back. And my hand cast just gives me a bad impression of her. Though I do miss her...
WHAT DO I DO?