I'm depressed. Have been for ffive years now. Im only seventeen. I've been bullied for twelve years now. I lost my twin brother on my birthday last year. He killed himself. And I feel it's my fault that he did it.
I feel so alone and lost. I cut myself to try and get rid of the pain I feel inside. I have nightmares every night. I'm afraid of going to sleep now.
Ive been on meds for about six months and I still feel depressed. I have a therapist but she doesn't think I'm truly depressed. I hate her!
And sometimes I feel worthless. I don't like the way I look. Im no pretty or beautiful. I just feel ugly. I have scars from cutting.. And I hate them. I hate everything about myself. Is there anyway I can get over this depression?