I am 41 years old, with 3 live children 1 ectopic and 2 miscarriage pregnancies altogether. My question is I have been feeling a lot of movement in my abdomen, butterflies, enlarged areolas, kicking movements in the abdomen and feel overall 100% pregnant as I did with all three children. Is it possible to have a negative home pregnancy test and blood HCG levels at 0, and still be pregnant? I am terrified and don't know what to think. I feel PREGNANT, but no one believes me at my general provider's office. I am on Methadone for chronic IC and Xanax for anxiety disorder. Please help. Any information would be greatly appreciated. Thank you very much.