All I really want is some guy advice. I've accidentally found porn on my boyfriends computer a few times now. He doesn't ever really hide it. When I confronted him about it he denied it. When realizing he was caught he apologized and actually felt really bad. I was upset. I didn't necessarily feel jealous. I just felt betrayed. Like it felt uncomfortable to be around him after. I am coming to terms with accepting that it'll probably never go away. I mean, he is a man. But I wish I could understand why he does it more. Because even if I accept that it'll never go away, it still makes me upset when I catch him. And me being upset in turn upsets him. He thinks I need to just get used to it. I know he loves me more than anything. And I love him. But I don't want to be hurting constantly over this.