We loved each other for a long time. We are high school sweet hearts and recently we broke up. It’s been an on and off again type of thing but I’m really hurting. I love her so much I can’t get her out of my head or heart but she says she doesn’t love me like that. But I think she does and she has kids that I treasure like there my own.

I miss her so much I can’t get more than 2 hrs. of sleep without waking up and having her on my mind. I can’t eat more than 4 small bites of anything. I’m pleading my heart to her and trying almost everything and I need her in my life.

I know she’s my one always have and always will be

I feel your pain, but what else are you doing for yourself? Got your own place yet?

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Originally Posted by talaniman

I feel your pain, but what else are you doing for yourself? Got your own place yet?

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I've tried to show her I have changed for her

No, you're doing it wrong. Stop trying to contact her, man up and move on. She says she doesn't want to be with you, so get on with your life. You two are high school sweethearts and she has kids that aren't yours? What was she pregnant at 14, or cheating on you or what. Dude she ain't worth fighting for is she isn't fighting for you back.

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Originally Posted by mickey1988

We loved each other for a long time. We are high school sweet hearts and recently we broke up. It’s been an on and off again type of thing but I’m really hurting. I love her so much I can’t get her out of my head or heart but she says she doesn’t love me like that. But I think she does and she has kids that I treasure like there my own.

I miss her so much I can’t get more than 2 hrs. of sleep without waking up and having her on my mind. I can’t eat more than 4 small bites of anything. I’m pleading my heart to her and trying almost everything and I need her in my life.

I know she’s my one always have and always will be

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Forget about her if she doesn't love you anymore. Find someone else then.

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Originally Posted by mickey1988

We loved each other for a long time. We are high school sweet hearts and recently we broke up. It’s been an on and off again type of thing but I’m really hurting. I love her so much I can’t get her out of my head or heart but she says she doesn’t love me like that. But I think she does and she has kids that I treasure like there my own.

I miss her so much I can’t get more than 2 hrs. of sleep without waking up and having her on my mind. I can’t eat more than 4 small bites of anything. I’m pleading my heart to her and trying almost everything and I need her in my life.

I know she’s my one always have and always will be

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It sure hurts lots.
But you should understand one thing.
Please look out for yourself.
My girl left me and I was shattered. Mentally and physically both.
Please look out for yourself too.
You love her, that is something which I can say in words, but what I can say is please look out for yourself.

Try to get some sleep. I got in the worst shape of my life and I it still haunts me, the love that I have for her.
Life is cruel sometimes.
Just try to accept it.
I am sorry if I sound harsh or rude but a broken heart is the worst thing a person can endure.
You might have endured many problems in your life and you could have beaten them.
You love her then please look out for yourself . If not for yourself, then please do it for her.
She won't feel good to see you ruining yourself like that.

Thank you all for your comments it means a lot but I still love her and it sucks

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Originally Posted by C0bra_M3nace

No, you're doing it wrong. Stop trying to contact her, man up and move on. She says she doesn't want to be with you, so get on with your life. You two are high school sweethearts and she has kids that aren't yours? What was she pregnant at 14, or cheating on you or what. Dude she ain't worth fightin for is she aint fightin for you back.

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Originally Posted by mickey1988

ive tried to show her i have changed for her

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Dude, a female with kids needs sucurity, and support, not an unemployed guy living at home. That would be change, and if I have assumed wrongly of your situation, please correct me. Being nicer doesn't pay the rent, or buy milk.

Now what kind of change are you showing her?

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Originally Posted by talaniman

Dude, a female with kids needs sucurity, and support, not an unemployed guy living at home. That would be change, and if I have assumed wrongly of your situation, please correct me. Being nicer doesn't pay the rent, or buy milk.

Now what kind of change are you showing her?

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I have showed her I going back to school I have a job and love her kids and helping raise them plus I asked her father for her hand