I think my mind is messed up or something... All I want to do is die I write suicide notes to myself constantly. A lot of my life has gone wrong but I don't think that matters though I look forward in life and I just can't see why I would want to live even If I lived in the nices house in the world. I can't imagine a job/ living that would make me happy in anyway I think I hate life altogether and I don't know why

Why do you feel this way what in your life is so bad you want to die? Look at the reasons you have to live and realize what you should be happy to be alive for. Perhaps you have a medical disorder in which I personally don't agree with but there are so called depressed and bipolar people. They go to the doc and they say "here's a pill that will make you feel better" whatever... There is something(s) in your life that are worth living! Besides god is not going to come for you before your time, you have a mission... seek it...

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why do you feel this way what in your life is so bad you want to die? Look at the reasons you have to live and realize what you should be happy to be alive for. Perhaps you have a medical disorder in which I personally don't agree with but there are so called depressed and bipolar people. They go to the doc and they say "here's a pill that will make you feel better" whatever....... There is something(s) in your life that are worth living! Besides god is not going to come for you before your time, you have a mission...seek it.....

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I know I don't have a medical disorder I live a normal live with friends and family but I feel like everything will be better if I do end it. The concept of living just doesn't click to me

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Look up. I wanted to commit suicde to. But I didn't my friends talked me out of it. Life gets better. I didn't think it would but it sort of did and it will. Just think one day you will get happy, married maybe have kids. What made you think of this? And be honest. Don't end it Don't nothing good will come out of it.

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Look up. I wanted to commit suicde to. But i didn't my friends talked me out of it. Life gets better. I didn't think it would but it sorta did and it will. Just think one day you will get happy, married maybe have kids. What made you think of this? and be honest. Don't end it Don't nothing good will come out of it.

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I don't know that but nether do you but... I made the quote up for myself a long time ago and I have been abiding by it "If I could die I would the only thing that's holding me back is fear.. Fear of knowing what would happen once I die" I just don't want to live in this depression anymore I'm stuck I want to end it but I don't want to be the person doing the ending

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I think my mind is messed up or something.... All I want to do is die I write suicide notes to myself constantly. A lot of my life has gone wrong but I don't think that matters though I look forward in life and I just can't see why I would want to live even If I lived in the nices house in the world. I can't imagin a job/ living that would make me happy in anyway I think I hate life altogether and I dont know why

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Have you ever read the notes you write to yourself, the suicide notes? What do you write?

What is a successful life to you? Is it living in a nice house, having millions of dollars, not working?

Or, do you think of success as finding someone to love, that loves you back, making a living, even if it's paycheque to paycheque, and living within your means, and not the means of the few lucky people that actually manage to have money to spare?

What is it about life that you hate? Also, how old are you?

Someone will get blamed once your gone. U think everything will be better if your dead but it won't. If u care about the people who love you and care about you you won't do it. Because they will be upset and hurt and will feel like your feeling now. But things to get better trust me. No one else will do it. It does get better. Maybe u don't know why or how but it will.