Okay so,my sister has serious mental health,so bad she tried to kill my mother and now my mum has a irstaining order on beth for 5 years... beth sends me letters and on Monday it was her birthday because I'm not allowed to see her I felt like the worst person EVER! I want to and now I'm so misserble! I want to cut myself but know its silly.. what should I do?xoxo

You're how old? 13? Does the restraining order extend to you?

I am concerned about your thoughts of cutting yourself due to your other posts. You seem terribly, terribly unhappy and very unfocused on life.

In March you were planning on having a baby. In May you were planning to have sex for the first time. This makes no sense.

Do you see a therapist?

I use to, I know I'm messed up:L & Um,kind of its to my mum... but she's not allowed to contact me or my brother.He is 16 . Xx

Sounds liike a very sad family situation. Are you in therapy, something along those lines, something to make you less depressed?

Nopeee:Lxx