hi
I'm in my early twenties and find myself lost, I have the job I want live I have friends etc, I wanted to hook up with people but now I don't I'm not interested in anyone, and don't think about anyone apart from a recent ex, I go out but find myself not knowing what to say I used to be an extravert now I am quiet I prefer solitude, and prefer slow music at a pub or something than a club, I don't really care for sex, and I go out and feel crap after, I look on Facebook and feel like I should be living my life differntly and that one day ill regret not experiencing things ike uni etc, I feel like I'm not living my life and having enough fun because I get jealous of other peoples lives, lately I've been thinking more and more like what nostics thought, and like I'm living in a matrix type thing tat I've created this world, or a coma or a matrial world where we are just like spirit type, I don't know where my head is or where my heart is and I feel really lost, I have friend I have family I have everything I need but I feel like I don't know what I want please help any advise would be appreciated x when I was in a relationship I felt anxiou that id lose it the happiness but I always craved being free now I am free I don't know wha I crave and I've no interest in sex that much I just feel never stisfied and don't know what would satisfy me apart from love and I don't really know anyone I like that much and enjoy being alone now, I want to travel and that is keeping me going but I feel at the moment like I am ahead of life in my head if that makes any sense
