I used to use meth, I am clean now but I started realizing things about life as I got older, I shook me kind of hard and along with the chemical depency issue, it through me off a little, People tell me I'm a fool because I cannot seem to get a grip on the way things work. Or why can't I see what's going on in front of me, people tell me that that what is going on, is not really there, but it really is. I hear people say things when I am around like, some people just try to make things harder for everyone else, or they mock me they call me fool. And I am fixing to start a new school . I am 23 and have been dealing with this problem for two years. I am very scared..! I just cannot go with my instincs. What can I do? Will this school thing help get my life together and straighten the voices ou.t its life but I'm not dealing with it very well at all. All I want is to feel normal like I used to.. can some one please help me?

Have you received professional counseling after the drug use ? No just changing schools will not correct these issues ?

Is the new school the Job Corp you were talking about ?

First I am not changing schools, I am 23 quit in the 8th grade.. I , I know the experience will be life changing but because I will have a degree and then a career but will the structure help get my life in order and just help ? Because I will hve my mind on other things.this school is so that I can be able to do something with my life. I went to rehabb and got some counseling there, but now that I am home I have limited funds and transportation I don't know what to do. I live at home with my mother and her boyfriend he does not like me being here. So I don't get much help from him. I don't have a vehicle I have to rely on my mom. And we are broke. So I can't really do much as far as counseling and meds. Yes job corp is the school. I'm hoping it will change my way of thinking. So that I don't have drive myself so crazy... its killing me slowly I can feel it. Oh and how do I reply to u.