Ok to try and make a long story short, I've been with my boyfriend for 5 years now. His my very first boyfriend, I grew up with him and his my first time with everything, I can't see myself to be comfortable with anyone else, except the only problem I have is when he wants to go down on me I start to feel shy and weird. I start getting all embaressed, I know there's nothing wrong with me (if you get my drift) but I still just can't get used to it. So I was just wondering is it normal to feel that way or if anyone else experiences the same way I feel? If not, then I guess I'm just weird haha. Oh and I'm 22 :)

