I would like to divorce my mother for various reasons but I don't know if I am ready to be on my own so should I just put up with the Bs or start my life with something that can help my future instead of being depressed every single day due to the fact I am even around my mother

How old are you ? And you don't divorce your mother, you have to get the courts to emancipate you. You have to prove you have a job, can earn enough money to pay all your bills, rent, electric and more. You will need enough money for an attoreny also.