I have been fairly depressed for the last 5 years... but I won't go into any details. MY girlfriend is amazing at comforting me and ever since we got together I feel so much better about everything. But when I am alone and we aren't texting, I start having thoughts about my dark past and dare I say it, suicidal thoughts. How do I get away from them? I have dealt with this for too long and just want it to be over. I hate it. Any tips?