I'm ready to die

Life is to hard I have ****ed up things all my life. This time I have made a mess of everything

Are you over ninety years old and terminally ill?

No I'm 45 and healthy

Do you know what my next question to you is?

Haven't got time for your games. Just like everyone else won't take me seriously

Oh, but I do take you seriously, and this is not a game.

Please tell me what has happened. I want to hear it and understand.

I'm ready set up to die. I can end it right now. Well I'm going to end it. Anther 5 minutes away

Please tell me what has happened.

Why would you understand?

Because that is how I am -- I want to know and will do everything I can to help.

No one else dose. The ones that I want to understand me don't get it

Try me. Then you and I will figure out a way to get others to understand.

Have tried several times. This is the only to end the pain suffering

You haven't tried to explain to me, to help me understand.

Its time now,

You hate me.

You will be the last to have communicated with me. Bye time to go

I won't sleep tonight.