I am severely depressed iknow suicide is so selfish I have children and a hubby he at work and I've took 22 of my anti depressant pills its not a cry for help I fell I don't want to be here anymore

Sorry to hear, can you tell more?
How old are the Kids?
I saw on another site that if citalopram is not working , your Doctor needs to give you something else.

Why don't you want to be here any more, who do you want to find your body, your kids, so they can have that memory the rest of their life. Your husband ?

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Originally Posted by Stratmando

Sorry to hear, can you tell more?
How old are the Kids?

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My kids are 18 and 15 l know its selfish I don't see any other waY OUT MY HUBBY Doesn't UNDERSTAND my depression thinks it all an act I've been paid off my work because I've been of work for months :( I've always said people who kill themselves are selfish but now I know how they must have felt

I added to above post, may have missed, change medications.
Wish you the best.

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Originally Posted by Fr_Chuck

why don't you want to be here any more, who do you want to find your body, your kids, so they can have that memory the rest of their life. Your husband ?

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Off course I don't I bcant see any other way out I've been down the gp route for months and I'm getting worse

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Originally Posted by Stratmando

Sorry to hear, can you tell more?
How old are the Kids?
I saw on another site that if citalopram is not working , your Doctor needs to give you something else.

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Doc said I would have to come off the tabs for 3 weeks before I can start new ones

Try to hang in there.
Life is tough anymore, It would be tough on your kids without you.