Want my ex-girlfriend back
Hey guys,
So this is kind of complicated and I'll try to keep it as short as possible.
This was a LDR and I started with this girl about 10 months ago, I was able to make her my girlfriend, and it was great for a long time and she told me she loved me a lot and that I'm the perfect boyfriend and she was incredibly scared to lose me. We couldn't see each other often because it was a 2 hour drive, so we only did once in a while.
Now, the sad part is that, I started to fall for her more and more, and I started becoming needy and basically got jealous of everything she did. Basically I kept trying to spend time with her all the time and didn't give her space I guess because I thought it would make her happier. I would get mad even if she went out with some friends, it got pretty sad on my part, and she even wanted to break up sometimes and told me that it was better when we were friends. Whenever that happened, I stupidly said that I'd change back to how I was and now that I think about it, it was pathetic. I know it was wrong to let her walk all over me like that but it just happened. I know I was also wrong to become so desperate, needy and jealous.
So, I know I F'ed up, and she recently just said that she wants to break up with me and she's thought a lot about it. Although, I'm not sure, she might have found another boyfriend that was actually a friend in the past (who I kept getting jealous of). I didn't want to beg her like an idiot again, so I basically told her OK, and that I hope she'll be happy and I wouldn't let her step on me anymore. We primarily chatted via MSN, so I blocked her on that and haven't been in contact since. Not sure if that was the right thing to do. I want to work on improving this jealousy problem that I had and not let it happen again, but I really hope that I can make it work again.
Basically, I want her back. I really do, I made mistakes, and so did she, but I want her back. If I keep begging her to come back, I'm afraid I'll lose her completely. I'm thinking of using the Ex^2 System, which is basically doing no contact as others recommend. I want to know if this will work. It's been quite a few days since I talked to her, I basically want to know how I can get her back. I'm not really a person out for sex, and I wanted a serious relationship with her. I know there may be better women out there, but I really want to work on getting her back. I mean, it went from an amazing relationship that we both enjoyed, to arguments over silly things, sometimes caused by me, sometimes by her.
So, I ask you people, how can I get her back? Also since I don't see her in real life anymore because of the long distance, so it seems that it might be that much harder. I don't have Facebook either, and I blocked her on MSN for now, and I'm really trying to cope with the stress right now and trying to better myself if I can but it's hard. It's freaking hard.
Sorry for the long read, I hope someone can read it and give me some advice! I really could use some! Thanks in advance!
