I am on medication, Celexa and Serequil but it rseally hasn't lifted my depression. I feel like I'm walking around on cotton, the feeling I so lonely. My family loves and supports and worries about me. I have had ECT around 25 times. I must say at first it seemed to work - but I am not having anymore treatments. You are given anethesia for this procedure, so to me that's dangerous. But - to be perfectly frank, depression is like living in hell.