Hi I think there is something mentally wrong with me and I have felt like this for a few years now. I have always felt like I wasn't meant to be in this world and there was something not quite right. I feel angry or sad majpority of the time and I don't get happy over what normal people would get happy over. I can never choose what to wear, I always swap and change to many times because I don't feel right, I never have my hair up when I go out because I think I look ugly. I'm constatly aguring with my concience and I can't hold down a relationship. The tiny thing can make me flip. If I buy something I have to have one of every colour, or style. I don't like being alone, I feel like my brain is speeding along 24/7 and I can't stop thinking about the past present and future. Sometimes I feel helplesas and feel like giving up. I just don't feel right.

It is not a matter of "right" or "wrong" or a matter of "something wrong" it is often a matter of issues in our lives. It does appear that some of the signs you mention can be interfering with your quality of life. So perhaps it is time to visit with a professional who may help you work though these issues.