I have been on and off with my boyfriend for 6 years and been together from a very young age.there has been cheating on both parts, and he says he can’t trust me. However I still to this day can’t trust him 100%, the amount of lies etc he has told me before. I left him and met another man about a year ago, and it opened his eyes, and started to treat me better.
However I still don’t feel happy even though I want to be with happy with him. I have been seeing a male friend a lot more lately and its turned into something (I didn't mean for this to happen at all). I feel guilty and now I’m confused. I know I have myself to blame but I think I love two people.
I don’t want to hurt either of them the new guy said he will still be my friend if nothing comes of it he’s really nice and a lot of what I look for in a man and we definitely click. However my boyfriend I couldn’t stand seeing him with another girl, and part of me really just wants to forget it happened, and be with him, and try make things work HELP!!