I can't get over him and I want to. And now I'm stuck in a big mess.
So I was going out with this guy and we were together off and on for 3 months. My mon doesn't like him so she wouldn't let me be with him and he told me to fix it and I told him if I had to fix it then I couldn't be with him for a bit so we broke up and then after I got things together he told me he still needs time and that he takes break ups hard and I'm like what the hell ! Cus we broke up so we could betogether and a few days latter he came to school with a hickey so I blew up on him and he tried to tell me that it was dry skin, but dry skin doesn't turn purple so he was mad that I didn't believe him and now he won't talk to me and it's been 4 weeks. And I'm in love with the guy and he hurt me so I tried to move on but I know I tried to fast because I tried to move on to my best friend who has like me forever, I've known him sense I was 3, but I new being with him didn't feel right and he was going to ask me to prom but I'm grounded so I told him I don't know if I'm going and that it's hard for me to be in a relationship so he said he's going to move on and when I can be in one to let him know and if he's in one then I have to wait. But the thing us I don't want to go out with him and when the time comes were I get a new boyfriend how should I tell my best friend that I don't want to be with him because I feel like I used him